Can't you find a clue

funny
jokes on me
thought you were close
but you are as far as can be
one day you are loving
the next you are cruel
one day I'll get fed up
and leave you to lay in a puddle of you own drool
can't we go back
to th days of no competition
when life was light and free
and our friendship wasn't so layered
so dishonest
so confusing
everything so easily pushed aside
and voided, saved for a later time
problems occur yes this is true
me being the one to talk it through
you being the one to clam up as if a shrew
you say I copy
you say I cast you to the shadows
you say I don't see my own actions
what am I to you?
someone to dump on when you can no longer hold your bottled load?
what if one day I flew
far
far
far
away from you
who would you gather advice from?
who would you turn to for a good time?
who would you slime?


what would you do?